i miss his eyes they looked at me so lovingly. i miss his hair

i held on to it while i layed on top of him in bed.

his lips were plump and round. i don't like wet kisses,

but i didn't mind his. his chest, his arms, his hips, his

legs. i miss it all but most of all i miss his nose.

i used to have a whole group of friends. ever since i moved away

i couldn't find the urge to keep in touch.

when i came to my new high school i met a new friend.

but just when we got close, she moved away. it's only a

30-minute drive to my hometown. but when you

have no car, it feels like hours away.

but i don't think it's distance that's keeping me from having friends.

it's me. i'm the problem.